"Shadows in Wonderland"

I have been an avid reader for as long as I can remember, and even my day job, which involves trawling through articles, reports and media releases, many of them rather poorly written, has not killed my enthusiasm.

On the other hand, I probably wouldn't pick up a book about serious illness and hospitals if it hadn't come my way for review - but having started reading it, I found that I couldn't stop.

"Shadows in Wonderland" is written by Colin Ludlow and published by Hammersmith Press. It is his account of how he was found to be suffering from bowel cancer, his treatment at London's Royal Free Hospital, and how it all went terribly wrong. At the same time, it is a thoughtful analysis of the state of the health service in this country, how far apart are our expectations and the reality.

Colin Ludlow was a television producer before his illness, and his acute visual sense brings the hospital environment alive, in all its grimness. He makes the point, which had not occurred to me before, that our expectations of hospital are largely shaped by TV dramas, which condition us to expect a lot more action - and definite answers - than real-life medical treatment generally delivers.

His own experience, which he relates honestly and without self pity, is that medical interventions bring consequences, which may well be much worse than the patient imagines when starting their treatment. If we understood completely ahead of time, perhaps we would be much more reluctant collaborators in the process. So his initial surgery to remove a tumour in the bowel - a routine, albeit fairly major intervention - is followed by severe internal haemorrhaging, a dose of MRSA, and months of drip feeding, which sets off an unsurprising series of problems with his digestive system.

In reading this book, I learned that there is a word for illnesses caused by medics - iatrogenic - and also why it is necessary. The hospital environment itself, dreary, confusing and inadequately provided with simple facilities, such as comfortable waiting areas and natural light, is shown to be an obstacle to recovery. It is telling that the first time the writer finds himself in a hospital building which is bright, welcoming and restful, he realises that he is in a hospice wing for the terminally ill: you have to be dying before the NHS treats you like a human being.

"Shadows in Wonderland" is a compelling read, whether you are a healthcare professional or a "consumer" of the increasingly business-oriented NHS services. It clearly illustrates the fact that patients are more then just a set of medical conditions, and hospitals should be more than just a collection of facilities. Until we recognise this at the deepest level, treating the whole person in an environment that makes a positive contribution to wellness, the NHS is not likely to deliver the sort of results that we should aspire to as an affluent society in the 21st century.

Carers and Caring

September is rushing by at even more than its customary speed - after the more languid months of summer, everything seems to move up a gear at this time of year. One of the customary markers on the calendar for those of us with an interest in independent living is conspicuous by its absence this time round. I'm talking of course about the annual exhibition which shares our name, and has been held regularly at various London venues until the last event staged in 2006.

Whether this absence represents a hole in your diary or a welcome reprieve from what seems to be an ever increasing roster of exhibitions will depend on many factors. Personally, I have definitely been suffering from exhibition overload in the last few years, and this seems to be a feeling shared by many businesses in our industry, who find themselves trying to stretch their marketing budget around an increasing number of shows, which may or may not deliver the audience they are seeking.

Visitors also are expressing their interest in less stressful forms of research, with a growing enthusiasm for online, virtual events, where they can catch up with the latest news in the comfort of their own home or office, and at a time that suits them.

For Age Concern, last week was "silver surfer week" - a time to highlight increasing internet use by older people. The driver for this rush into new technology is, apparently, the desire to stay in touch with grandchildren who probably don't live nearby as they did in earlier generations. Internet, email and mobile phones are therefore essential tools. Whatever the reasons, the over-65s now spend more time on the web than the 18 - 24s, making products and services of interest to this group a real growth area.

Carers have been very much in the news recently - and there are perhaps a few small signs that they are moving up the political agenda as well. Such a large group of people, who are estimated to save the country as much money as the entire NHS budget - £87 billion - every year, certainly should be receiving rather more attention. Already, ten percent of the population is caring on an informal basis for a friend or family member who can't manage alone: as increasing numbers of us develop diseases such us Alzheimer's, this percentage is bound to grow.

Caring for each other, gladly and without expecting recompense, is an important part of the glue that holds society together: as we see it become increasingly fragmented and dysfunctional, it seems ever more vital to cherish those elements that still work. Even if it was affordable, can you imagine anything more soulless than a world where all care was delivered professionally and in an institutional setting?

Don't forget that we have an extensive area on the site dedicated to resources for carers

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